Initiation

Being Knighted
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Emily Dickinson Initiation, "Will there Really be a Morning?"
Initiation in the life of Zack
The Initiation occurs spontaneously in the everyday moments that quickly become extrodinary and will stay with us for our entire lives. It is when your are six and lose your parents in the store. It is when you flunk a test after not studying. It was when I sat on a rock with numb fingers and the everything infront of me inscutible through the falling snow and warmth was five miles away and I had to accept the pain as my world and know that fighting the pain would only turn it from annoying to dangerous. It was when four boys stood shivering in a lake with me with mix expressions of both awe and apprehension hoping that I could show them how to hold their sagging bodies in the water and swim. The Initiation is when the responsibility is thrust upon you nomatter how you fight it and the only way to master it is to master yourself.
Richard II by William Shakespeare
Initiation in Winter Dreams
He said the love of my lifes name
I started to cry when he said
what had happened to her
How she faded
How she married off
How she lost everything
How I lost everything
I can never go back anymore
the dream is gone
the gates are closed
the sun has gone down
long ago
There was something in me
but now that thing is gone
That thing is gone
I cannot cry
I cannot care
That thing will never come back
no more
Initiation in My Life- Hannah
Sonny's Blues Initiation
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Eleanor's Initiation
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Initiation in My Own Life
I have experienced a lot over the past four years of my life and in just starting the fifth, I’ve begun to recognize and appreciate a lot of things about myself. I realize and I appreciate that I’m passionate, caring and loyal. These are all good qualities that I would like to share with other people that have these same qualities. I can’t choose between the three qualities that I listed, because they are all equally admirable traits and I appreciate having all of them. I appreciate every time I feel an emotion toward something. I love it when I let go a big booming laugh and everyone looks at me with an expression that says, “Like what is so funny?” It is exhilarating to feel the vibrations in your chest and to know that you are alive and are experiencing the moment. The two other emotions that I identify are confusion and sadness. Although they might not be the most satisfying emotions in the world, it is still good to feel them, because they are heartfelt. I’ve evolved and matured from the years that I once thought I had to wear make-up and be someone I’m not. I am now a freshman in high school and over that summer I realized that I’m pretty the way I am and that my personality is fine. If people can’t accept me as I am, too bad, they’ve missed out. I realize now that if people don’t like me because of what I wear, say, do or look, then those people don’t matter. I appreciate who I am, with or without make up and definitely appreciate myself more when being myself and not the person others want me to be.